“James”
DEE:
HE CALLED THIS CHILD “CHAMP.”
HE’S USED THAT NAME BEFORE.
HE SPOKE IT IN SOME OTHER LIFE
BEFORE WE CLOSED THAT DOOR.
IT ALWAYS SEEMED SO SURE,
THIS LIFE THAT WE WOULD MAKE.
THE THINGS YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED
ALWAYS SHATTER WHEN THEY BREAK.
AND JAMES WAS ALL WE’D DREAMED HE’D BE,
AND JAMES MADE US A FAMILY,
‘CAUSE JAMES HELD ALL OUR HOPES AND FEARS,
AND JAMES WAS MEANT TO LIVE FOR YEARS.
“WE’RE SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.”
“HIS LIFE WAS FAR TOO BRIEF.”
“HE’S NOW AT PEACE.” “IN TIME, YOU’LL HEAL.”
WHAT DO THEY KNOW OF GRIEF?
WE CLOSED HIS BEDROOM DOOR.
WE FROZE HIS LIFE INSIDE
OUR PRECIOUS MAUSOLEUM
WHERE OUR DREAMS ABRUPTLY DIED.
AND JAMES WAS HERE AND THEN WAS GONE!
AND JAMES IS LOST, BUT LIFE MOVES ON!
WHEN JAMES WAS GONE, I’D DISAPPEAR,
BUT JAMES IS GONE, AND I’M STILL HERE.
WE PACKED UP ALL HIS CLOTHES.
WE PUT UP ALL HIS GAMES.
WE CLEARED THE DESK AND CLEARED THE WALLS.
WE CLEARED THE ROOM OF JAMES.
AND NOW, THERE’S NOTHING LEFT.
THE DOOR’S NOW OPEN WIDE,
AND I CAN’T BEAR TO LOOK AND SEE
ANOTHER BOY INSIDE.
BUT JAMES WAS HERE AND THEN WAS PASSED,
‘CAUSE JAMES’ LIGHT BURNED BRIGHT AND FAST!
AND JAMES WOULD NEVER LIVE TO SEE
HOW LITTLE THERE’D BE LEFT OF ME.
BUT DAVID NEEDS THIS KID,
AND IS THAT SUCH A CRIME?
AT LEAST THIS TIME, WE KNOW UP FRONT
HE’S HERE ON BORROWED TIME.








